The truth is I have deceived allot of people by the kind of photos I have of me online. From my photos most people think I’m promiscuous and are only interested in me because of the idea they had. I did it because – I don’t know, maybe because I want people to want me and love me.
In this awful world we live in, it seems like love is nothing more than a myth and romance is only in movie and novels; especially in the rainbow world. Sometimes, I think a part of me gave up and I would just be happy deceiving people by showing them what they want to see.
The honest truth about me is that I’m a very shy person, I don’t like going out much – I enjoy spending time in front of my sewing machine and my craft box; being creative every day. I’m a very simple and genuinely happy person most of the time except for when I’m feeling lonesome. I do miss having someone with me, loving me - but I think that is too much to ask for; The world is resisting love and everyone needs independence; so I guess, I’ll chose to be on my own alone and not get involve with what love is becoming.
It’s sad to know that there are such things as sex dates and one night stands, there is no more value in the human race and we’re becoming more and more like animals. I refuse to join that crowd, if that means I will be alone forever, so be it.
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